Nobody understands how much I miss you. I miss how we used to talk-and
I miss all the things we used to do. I try not to admit it to myself that I still feel this way. Nobody knows that I still
wake up thinking of you everyday, but I do. I still think of you & I do miss you a lot. I would give everything I have
to be everything we're not
Do I trust someone and get fooled by phoniness?*Or do I trust no one and
live in loneliness?
I say that I hate you because thats what I really want to believe. But
deep down inside, I know that no matter how bad you hurt me, Ill always forgive you. And Im always going to be here waiting
for you-for you to realize that what we had is real and that you do need me as much as I need you. I know this may take time,
but dont worry, Ill be patient
Let me ruin your life*Let me break your heart*Then Ill ask you why we
cant be friends*Let me rip your world into little pieces*Let me destroy who you thought you were*And then Ill ask if we can
be friends
The letter I'll never send*Would calmly ask you why*You broke my heart
in 2*And told my love good-bye*If I sent this letter*It would sweetly state*You tangled up my destiny*And interrupted fate!*The
letter I will not write*Would casually inquire*How can you live without me*I was your one desire*If you received this letter*It
would politely say*You need me in your life now*You can't go on this way*The letter I'll never send*Would then be briskly
signed*"Your one and only love*the one you left behind"
Im gonna be strong*Im getting over you*Therell be other boys*Ill find
someone new*I wont sit here with you on my mind*Im not gonna stand here and waste my time*You think I still want you*But you
guessed wrong*Guess what, baby?*IVE MOVED ON
At times I may upset you, sometimes Ill make you mad*Sometimes my words
will wound you, at times Ill made you sad*But youll never find another girl, that loves you more than me*I love you with my
heart and soul, for all eternity
The truth is, you could slit my throat, and my last words would still
be an apology for bleeding on your shirt
She smiles through a thousand tears and harbors adolescent fears*She dreams
of all that she can never be*She wades in insecurities and hides herself inside of me
You were a mistake worth making
Friends can help you through the bad times*Bad times can help you find
your friends
Im
not saying that Im gone for goodI just have to find out what life is like without you
When
the pain of holding on is greater than the pain of letting gothen its time to let go
What if finding the love of your life meant changing the life that you
love?
I thought that I could forget you-but I was wrong*I thought I was getting
over you-but its been a lie for so long*I thought Id be able to hate you-but its something I cant do*No matter what I say
or do-Im still in love with you
The same ole shit that brings me down*Another day in this gossip town*Now
I wait all confused*Feelin like Ive been used*Tryin to find a better way*To make it through this fuckin day
This is all I ever hearàBe a good
girl-Just behave-Whats wrong with you?-Settle down-Keep ya 2 feet on the ground-Sit up straight-Stand up tall-Never falter-Never
fall-Stay in school-Make the grade-Never fail-Never fade-Be a hero-Be a star-Be anything but what you are
What you dont know cant hurt you Its what you suspect that fucks everything
up!
Looking back on the past, I realize that I didnt do all the things I said
I would, but I did all the things I said I wouldn’t
What dont kill you only makes you stronger*So when you think youre hurtin
me, youre only helping me last longer!
I really shouldn't be so surprised that that we broke up.
I mean, 90 percent of high school romances do eventually end. It's just that, for some reason, I thought we were different
from everyone else. That what we had was special. That we could beat the odds and live happily ever after. But then again,
I guess that's what everyone thinks
To hate you have to hurt To hurt you have to care
Its funny how someone you know becomes someone you knew
I know that God wouldnt give me anything that I couldnt handleI
just wish he wouldnt trust me so much!
In a world of pollution, profanity, adolescence, zits, brussel
sprouts, racism, ozone depletion, sexism, stupid guys, and PMS, why the hell do people still tell me to have a nice day?
Ive been trying not to love you*Ive been putting up a fight*Ive
been barely holding on, and letting go with all my might*Theres a part of me thats empty*That I know only love can fill*Im
afraid Ill never find itAnd scared to death I will
You dont cry over people you dont love
They say youll never forget your first love-Thats because
you never quit loving them
Promises mean everything*But after theyve been broken, sorry
means nothing
I
wonder if the fact that I still love you is a blessing or a curse*I wonder if the way you look at me makes me feel better
or feel worse*I wonder if wanting you the way I do will make me succeed or love in vain*But do you know I feel?*And if you
do, do you feel the same?*Do you think of me at night before you go to sleep?*Do you wish you still had me as yours to keep?*Do
you understand the way you hurt me and does it hurt you too?*And if it does, do you realize that Im still in love with you?
I wont pretend that I wanna stop living*I wont pretend that Im good at forgiving*I still cant hate you, although
Ive tried*I still love you*And love is stronger than pride
Life is full of different things*Its full of hope and sorrow*The
things you choose to do today*Could affect your life tomorrow*Life is full of decisions*So be careful what you choose*Cause
life is yours to cherish*But its also yours to lose
I wish that I could believe in what I feel*Ive been fooled
so many times before*I dont even know what is real
Ive seen many boys, but baby youre it*You got me drawin hearts
around your name n shit*The way you talk*The way you smell*Neva thought Id be trippin over you*But damn I fell!
Its not what I feel for you*Its what I dont feel for anyone
but you*Someone asked me what I saw in you*And my only answer was*Everything
You only know what you see*No one knows what its like to be
me
Im done cryin every night*Im done with this hurtin that isnt
right*Im done playin games with you*Im done losing friendships that may never have been true*Although Im done having my mind
fucked with*Im not done being your friend*Weve been through too much for it all just to end*Take my hand if you wont take
my heart*I may never get over you, but this is a start
I just wanna say I love you & thank you*For everything
that youve done*Youve been by my side through thick and thin*And I know that youre the one
If you cant get someone out of your mind, maybe theyre supposed
to be there
I dont want things to completely end*You broke my trust when
you messed around with my friend*For now we need to take a break*Just know that you put our relationship at stake
All that I ask is that you forever remember me as the one
who loved you most
I looked up at him & he looked down at me and it was like
for that split second, we forgave each other for everything
When you talk to me, don't be surprised if I don't look in
your eyes. It isn't because I don't want to look in them, it is because I don't want you to look into mine-because then you
would see how much pain I really am in. You would know that I still love you, and that there isn't anyone else I want to be
with. You will know how extremely weak I am when it comes to my feelings, and that I'm not all that strong. That's why I won't
look at you when you talk to me
What do I do? I mean, Im sitting here, and everythings hitting
me all at once. The tears fall slowly down my cheek and my whimpers can barely
be heard. Im pushing what I love the most, you, away, and I know its what I need,
but the pain you must be feeling is hurting me far more than words could even say
All our lives we search for someone to love, someone to make us
complete. We choose partners and change partners.
We dance to a song of heartbreak and hope, all the while wondering if somewhere, somehow, someone perfect is searching
for us too
A
little jealousy in a relationship is healthy; it's nice to know that someone is afraid to lose you.
No regrets-Just lessons learned
Youre just another boy*With just another smile*Are you just
another mind game?*Tell meAre you even worthwhile?
Why is it so easy to talk trash about the ones you love when
youre trying to impress the ones you wish loved you?
Im a girl of many smiles, but this time Im not okay inside*I
really feel like dyin*My eyes get so swollen cuz of all the cryin*Im sorryBut Im really tryin
You said you'd never hurt me & that
you'd never make me cry*Boy, I must admit*You told a perfect lie
"I'm Sorry" doesn't change anything, although
I need you to say it.
People are always telling you that change is a good thing, but what
they're really saying is that something that you didn't want to happen just happened
Nothing has turned out as we expected. It
never does. Life is under no obligation to give us what we expect. We take what we get and are thankful that it's no worse
than what it is
There is fate--but it only takes you so far because once you're there--it's
up to you to make it happen
I'll do what I wanna do*I'll see who I wanna see*Be who I
wanna be*Ain't nobody stoppin me
I'm sorry for anything I did*I've never been untrue*Cuz in
this world of craziness*The only one I can trust is you
All you hoes love to hate on me and show
me who my true friends be*When shit goes down and sides be taken, you'll see who's real and who is fakin*Haters hate on my
game-Always be strong*To all you bitches, keep tellin your lies-It just tells me how much I'm on your mind*All you do is stare
in my direction, but can you help it? I'm pure perfection*Gurls love to hate and call me a hoe, when the real me, they don't
even know!*They act like I'ma cry over this shit, damn, you really don't know this bitch!*I know I have you mesmerized and
you look at me with hate in your eyes*Do you just hate what you can't be? Is that why you love to hate on me?*Hate is for
the haterz, love is for the true, you lil hoez are just bug-a-booz*Quit trying to hold me down, you're not going to make me
frown*See all your tricks don't get me pissed*Cause you fuckers are easily dismissed
Just because lips haven't met, doesn't mean hearts haven't joined
Everytime you close your eyes at night*You know somethin in
your heart just ain't right*And things aren't the way you wish they'd be*Even though you're with her, I know you're thinkin
about me
I hate this feeling*It's one I know well*It's called a heartbreak*And
it hurts like hell
I can forget the pain you put me through*But I just can't forget the special
times I shared with you
Forget the past...But remember what it taught you
I never wanna speak to you again*You used to be my man, my trust, my best
friend*You told me you loved me, but only to my face*Although you hurt me, no guy can ever fill your space
Those cold-hearted rumors that were never true, only brought my love closer
to you
Just because 2 people are apart, doesn't mean they don't love each other
with all their heart
I used to smile when I told people you were mine*Now I can't even smile
and say your name at the same time
Sometimes you forgive someone, simply because you want them in your life
Sometimes the feelings you start to have again are the feelings you never
stopped having
The hardest thing is walking away from something you know is right
The only thing worse than a broken heart, is knowing that you'd give him
a second chance, and he'd do it again
True love is when you miss him before he's gone*When you could listen
to him talk all night long*When the sound of his voice gives you butterflies*When you can see him smile when you close your
eyes
Have you ever been in a situation where the best thing you could do is the hardest
thing you've ever done?
Nothings perfect-->But the way I see it, if we weren't meant to be,
then all the fights we had wouldn't have been worth all the tears
I
know if there was anything that I could rewind*It would be the day I realized that love is blind*That day that you walked
out'a my life for good*And I never thought you ever would*I want to be the lead in your life again*But, baby, I messed up*And
I SO regret cheatin
Sittin in my room cryin to myself*As I glance at your picture on my shelf*You were the love of my life for so
long*Why do you want to do me so wrong?*I guess I never gave quite enough*Damn, do I hate bein in love
Somehow the conversation mentioned you're name*And someone asked if I knew you*Lookin
away, I thought of all the times that we had together*Sharing laughter, tears, jokes, and much more*And then without explanation
you were gone*I looked to where they were waitin for an answer, and I said softly*"Once...I thought I did"
It's
amazing after all we've been through*The good times and the bad*How we can walk past each other and pretend it never happened*Give
each other an awkward smile...and move on
Everyone says trust your heart*But my heart has led me to pain so many times before*I don't know what to trust
anymore
You make me feel happier than any other guy could*And you make me feel
things I never thought I would*You make me forget my problems and my pain*You're like my sunlight through all the rain*You
hold me in your arms like no other guy can*No other guy will be right, you must understand*So be with me baby*Even just for
tonight*So I can feel Heaven*When you're holdin me tight
I
thought this was supposed to feel good*And if you were really mine I guess it would*I didn't fall in love cause it was the
right thing to do*I just blindly went ahead and fell for you
How
do you think that it makes me feel when you tell me that it wasn't for real?*When your sweet lips say it's not meant to be*Do
you take pleasure in killing me?
I don't think you understand*How hard it is to talk to you just as a friend*I wanna tell you I love you*-But
I never can-
I smile each time I hear your voice...I can't help it...It's not by choice
I thought missing you was only for a day*I thought needing you would go
away*Why do I see you in everything I do?*Why does every song remind me of you*Maybe because I'm still in love with you
There's something about the look in your eyes*Something I noticed when
the light was just right*It reminded me of times that I was alive*It reminded me that you're so worth the fight
It's so much easier to say that you don't love someone, than to try to explain to everyone all the reasons why
you still do
The most beautiful smile is the one that struggles through the tears
You know you miss someone very much when everytime you think of them your
heart breaks into pieces*But just a quick hello from them puts the pieces back together
It
hurts to realize that the people you thought you'd love for life*Don't love you as much as you thought*And they can do without
you*As if they never knew you at all
You know that it's over but you still can't let go*The way that you loved him, he'll never know*You try to get
over the feelings that you had*And try not to think of how he hurt you so bad*But no matter what you do, or how hard you try*Those
emotions take you over and make you break down and cry*"How could he do this?" You ask yourself each night*You thought he
was the one person who could make everything alright*Even after nights of tear after tear*None of your problems seemed to
disappear*You always though his love would forever last*But now it has become a thing of the past*Thoughts of killing run
through your head*Instead of goin through this, you'd rather be dead*After all the "I love you's" and call after call*You
realize you never meant anything to him at all*You try to solve your problems by using a knife*You think you don't have a
good enough life*Even if he sees the scars on you hand*One thing's for sure...He'll NEVER understand
When you hate a person, you hate something that is a part of yourself.
What isn't in us, doesn't disturb us
I'll
never find another person to take the place of you*No one will ever touch my life exactly like you do*No one who's quite so
thoughtful*No one I cherish so*No one will mean so much to me*I just want you to know
One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can't speak
I've heard the speech a million times before "You can do better, you deserve
so much more"*I get myself sick over it cause I know it's true*But I don't want better*I just want you
A hurting person needs a helping hand, not an accusing finger.
After a while you learn the difference between holding a hand
and falling in love*You begin to learn that kisses don't always mean something*Promises can be broken just as quickly as they
were made*And sometimes, goodbyes really are forever
Freedom
Appreciate it. Cherish it.
Protect it.
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take
but by the moments that take our breath away
Whoever said that sunshine is happiness has never gone
dancing in the rain.
Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like,
because the one you like will leave you for the one they love, tonight your true love will realize how much they love you.
Between 1 and 4 in the morning, tomorrow the shock of your life will occur if you break the chain, and you will have bad luck
for 10 years, if you don't pass this on To love without condition, talk without intention, to give without reason, and care
without expectation ...is the heart of a true friend